Wednesday, February 16, 2011

on writing TODAY...

Gah.

This is how I feel inside when I feel the need to write, the deep unsatisfied feeling that there are words inside of me clawing their way to the surface, but getting plain stuck somewhere along the way.

Double gah!

It is novel writing time today. I dug the very unfinished, barely began, Great American novel with a spiritual slant, out of the depths of my hard drive a little while ago. I had that restless feeling in my gut this morning that always means one thing...I am procrastinating on something. I am a world class procrastinator. And a very honest one too.

Sometimes the feeling comes across as a craving for something. I will raid the kitchen cabinets and nothing looks appetizing. Then I will see my Bible and it will hit the ravaneous spot. Those times I am craving Jesus and haven't been getting my fill.

Other times, it is a nutrient issue. I have been putting off eating my veggies and my body is desparately craving some fiber. Yes, I mentioned honest, didn't I? :)

I will get the feeling when I am putting off making an important decision, phone call, and things of that sort. But the absolute worst is when I have not been writing.

I will dream about my characters. And they are always pissed off at me. Sometimes they chase me or try to throw me in a river. But their message is always the same:

"PAY ATTENTION TO ME!"

Okay, okay. Geesh. I am giving you all some time today.

Having plot issues today. I have some characters I like. Too many characters though. Can't decide on my main setting. I have 5 characters at an airport just hanging out because I can't figure out where to send them or what they are supposed to be doing. I have a madman...well, because every good story has a madman of some sort.

GAH GAH GAH!!

It just hit me I am writing a blog about my frustration over not having anything to write in my novel.

I guess I should be glad I am writing at all.

Okay...glad me.

Maybe I should have someone throw a Jamba Juice wheatgrass shake. That would get the action going.

And what a lovely visual with all that green.

Have a good day all.

2 comments:

Sabina said...

Darling - send your airport peeps to somewhere green...lol

Good luck!

Kim said...

There are always madmen in airports...anyone who has ever flown knows that. Madmen & madwomen...or maybe just complaining men & women?? If you're writing about an airport...you gotta mention Starbucks...hahaha. You gotta mention all the weird stuff you see in airport bathrooms too...like...women drying their hair with the air dryer, etc. You know...trying to deal with the woes of long trips or long layovers or both. Then there is my favorite(from personal experience)friends dragging their reluctant friend(played by me)into the plane. Sad..but true! As far as the green...probably could work that in to the extra charges(greenbacks)that the airlines are now charging you for everything from your luggage(like you would go on a trip without any?)to food during flight. Well...anxious to see where we're going and our great adventures!
love ya!